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Quotation 32: "I couldn't
get over how luxurious and clean everything was. Living was so easy.
Korea had been such a struggle. A great number of people came over
to meet me and to talk. I wanted to wallow in all this happiness,
but somehow I just couldn't. I began to notice I had a hard time talking
to people. I put a shield between myself and my friends. I felt anxious
about everything but didn't know why. My family and friends were concerned
about Korea, but more important, they were confused about it. They
couldn't understand the losing, the winning, the losing, the winning.
What were these tremendous casualties all about? What kind of a police
action was it that had dead and wounded reported in small-town weekly
newspapers? That had local boys dead or home with missing arms and
legs? ?hat kind of Army have we got over there? You guys can't do
anything against North Koreans.' I kept my mouth shut. They would
have to learn about limited conventional warfare themselves. They
would have to get the drift without my help. How could I explain it?
I didn't understand it myself.
What really surprised me was how many of my relatives and friends
couldn't believe Korea was a "real" war, that I had actually
been in combat. When I got home in 1951, one of my friends remarked,
'Lennie, what'd you get the Purple Heart for, get spiked stealing
second?' That hurt. I was introduced to a Marine who had been at the
Chosin Reservoir [bitter fighting near the Chinese border]. We
didn't
say much to each other. Didn't need to, we both understood."
(Source: Donald Knox and Alfred Coppel.
The
Korean War: Uncertain Victory, Vol.II. New York: Harcourt,
Brace and Jovanivich, 1988: Vol. II: 171-72)
Question for Quotation 32: Why did Korgie feel isolated from
friends and relatives at home? Why do you think there was confusion
on the homefront about the Korean War? Research what was happening
in the U.S. during the Korean War and public response to the war.
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